Hi, you guys might have noticed I haven’t been very active here or anywhere for the past 6-7 months. This is basically what I’ve been up to.
To make a long story short, right before school was about to start, I quit since I got an offer from my temp job because they needed me there full-time. Then, about a month later I found out I had a coupe of coworkers who haven’t been doing their jobs properly, they got a chance to walk before getting fired by the owner. Which meant I’ve spent the last 6 months fixing their mistakes and doing administrative shit I’m not qualified for really.
It has been tiring, and demotivating for things I used to do in my free time. This is still somewhat going on, but I’m starting to get a good amount of control over the situation.
Lately I’ve been reflecting on what I want to do, I think first of all I will continue at my job at least until summer again to see if it will lead somewhere, before going back to my last year at school. It’s a good paying gig after all. Also I want to improve my art, and actually establish an artstyle, since I can’t keep just making different each drawing. And I need to set limits on how far I’m willing to push that for a commission, since that makes commissions take too time consuming. Lately I’ve also been pushing to learn rendering as well as improving my 3D skills by moving to Blender. Which means I will be ditching 3ds Max and Maya.
Also I’ve been thinking about this last thing a lot. I have promised a lot that I will be doing an update to TMB Vanilla armors with better weights and the TMBE Body, that is still happening. BUT, after that I have decided that I will no longer be doing conversions. Maybe I do some for myself, but I won’t do releases. It’s too tiresome, and I’ve lost the spark.
Also, since tumblr’s death, I have decided to turn this website into my blog/safe haven for all my content (Skyrim, 3D and Art)
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